Time To Depart

Time to depart
To move ahead in life
I guess I have to stroll more
To reach to what I strive

Change is what is expected
And welcomed all the time
You don’t know what you get
When you flip the dime

Bidding adieu and farewells
And moving back to memory lane
Blessing and wishing all of you
With time we know everything starts to wane

We all have to move someday
Going ahead for good
May god be with us forever
In are all likelihoods

Bemused

I’m coiling my self around your thoughts
As a serpent on a tree in summer

Lying lazy around it
Conceiving one dream out of another

As a sequence of another life
In another birth of mine

Ur The Inspiration

Dedicated to my LOVE

When I lost all the faith that I can’t go on
U lend me your hand, told me to hold on

I gathered what was scattered around me, to start anew
There are rarely lucky people, and I’m one of the few

You taught me how to smile again, wiping all the tears
To love again with all that I have in me, and keeping no fear

I was hopeless to find someone new, now to love in this birth
U made me look at myself in the mirror by cleaning all the dirt

Ur the inspiration for me and for this life of mine
To drive ahead on this open road with your love divine

Baadal

Aaj jub badalon ko dekha to mun kia
Kash umeed ki seedhi laga ke pahunch jaati
Upar us safed makhmali palang pe
Or so leti ji bhar ke ye poori zindagi

Socha kitne khushnaseeb hai yeh
Kale, safed, gehre, hulke hawa ke saath behte
Baras jaate hai kahin bhi jahan mun chhahe
Jub bhi dil bhar aata hoga inka

Chal padhte hai jidhar ki taraf bahaav ho
Bina soche apni seemaye, jo hoti nahi
Behroopiye kub udh chale kub bhinga de
Inka kuch bhi pata nahi

Kaash Jeevan se upar uth ke
Hum bhi hulke ho jaate
Dharti ke is moh se
to udh paate in badalon ke saath

OverGrown

I write, when I’m alone with my own self
Without any thoughts or reactions
But still alive that I can feel for sure,
Surety of living to know my self more

But the more I try to know
I fail in the same tragically
I find myself outside my own space
And I know, I won’t find it consequently

I guess I’ve lost it all
Looser in an unknown sense
An absentee, yet present all the way
Vanished, but yet carrying an appearance

No words to speak about anything
No thoughts to lend as such
I guess I’ve overgrown now
From my own being, so much!!

Khidmat

khidmat kare koi hamari aisi apni bisaat kahan??
dhul jaaye sub aks jahan ke,aisi wo barsaat kahan??
apni khidmut aap hi karle to kaafi hai,
khwahish rakkhe kisi or se aisi wo aukaat kahan??

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mohabbat ka sila kya hota hai,mohabat karne waalon se poochiye...
mur mur ke jeene mai kya mila hai,mohabbat karne waalon se poochiye....

So ja jake meri zindagi...

So ja jake meri zindagi
Kal phir aa jana naye sooraj ke saath
Nayi kiran ka chola odhe
Ugtey huye apne hi poorane ehsaas se

Cha jana ghunghor baadalon par
Roshini ki parat banke
Dhoomil kar dena taron ko
Jo chamkte hai andhere ke saaye mai

Rhna poore din mere saath Meri banke,
Par anjaan rehna jane pehchano se
Kaat lena har pehar meri aagosh mai
Paas mere dil ki dhudkano ki tarah

Sandhya hogi sirf hamari
Yaad kartey beetengi, din jo guzara
Haatho mai haanth , tu
Zindagi mere saath or wo ehsaas

Dhal jana meri umeedon ki silvaton mai
Jo aaj ke din se maine rakkhi thi
Kho jana meri shoonyata mai
Chand bun ke roshan karna meri icchaye

Raat ke pehar mai doob jana
Mere hriday mai pyar banke
Bus mehsoos karoon tera daudna
Is rago mai athkheliyan karna

Gaake lori kahoo tujhse phir
So ja jake meri zindagi
Kal phir aa jana naye sooraj ke saath

How I wanted to be known as....

How I wanted to be known as wind
Blowing freely all around
Touching people’s faces and heart beneath
Being the reason to gulp me down to live

To be known as sunshine
Enlightening not the world
But people’s heart
Brightening their souls

Stars twinkling above
Not to light up the darkness
But to make the sky beautiful
Which never looks blue then.

To be the stream of water
Knowing no boundaries
Gushing through the throats
To relieve their wry hearts

To be the grass so green
And overgrown to cover the
Cracked earth beneath its own layer
To keep it moist soothing the feet touching it

To be the rise and setting of the sun
Which can be captured as an image
And cherished in the rooms
As memories of the days gone by

I wish I could be everything
Pleasant to the heart to eyes
To the souls and the minds
How I wish my wish to be accomplished

Me with Myself

(Here goes a khushi waali poem...as requested ...ab juldi juldi comment karo..or batao..LOL :D)

Entwined in my own wishes & dreams
How happy I’m to be with my own soul

Looking in the mirror admiring my self
And wishing my own life the best ahead

Mayaaten...

Mayaaten itni uthi armaano ki
Ki khud hi chal padhe kaandha dene

Hamare shaksiyat kahan mashhoor thi
Ki koi sun ke aa jaata
Foolon ka aakhiri guldasta dene

My Dampen Soul

When my tears dampen my own soul
I could feel the sogginess of my own thoughts
So heavy to be kept inside my little heart
But my lips don’t open the door
So that I can bid them farewell

My eyes wide open to let go off them
But my eyelids tightly shut
I try to blink them but they say
That they don’t want the dream to fall out

Beautiful loser : Life To Death

Lay there in the hope to open up my eyes again
Surrounded by my own eternity
Flowers to cover my body so gracefully
My heart isn’t beating now
Mind not replicating anything visible
How beautifully I’ve been betrayed by my own soul

Shooting Star

A shooting star is what i'm..
So close your eyes and make a wish..
a wish before I die and dissolve in an unknown..
till the time I'm aive..
I'll fulfill what you've wished for..

A streak of light is what I'm
pass you by when you least expect it
Leaving you astonished and astound
and will disappear suddenly loosing myself
in the darkness or the black holes of the universe

To be reincarnated again to twinkle above you
in your clear blue sky....

You & Me

I will take u in my arms
so that you wont feel tired
will kiss your eyes so that it wont ache
will hold your hands
make you feel me
all tiredness will vanish
me close to you nothing else on your mind
you won't feel tired at all
my head on your shoulders and cool breeze coming touching our faces
will take all the pain
we'll laugh
laugh and laugh
frm dwan to dusk
holding each other to never let go
no other expectations
no desires
mindes are empty
no thoughts
just u and me
talking from our eyes
thinking with our hands
seeing from our lips
just u and me
so pious
so pure
so divine.....

Rich with empty hands


Some times our hands are full

But we r not ready to share

Sometimes we have enough of patience

But we are not ready to bear


The pain what we see around

And how ignorantly we move our eyes

When we see an immortal soul crying

And tears in our eyes are dried


Drenched in the mud of hunger

Patched with the abuse around

Body bruised by the needs

And that's all that surrounds


Us is the missing word

Me and myself is present

What we care about is the money

Yet not enough to spend


Why we make both ends meet

Just to live a simple life

We save to spend more

And for nothing else we strive


An aimless life with materialistic necessacities

We work towards the fulfillment

Did we ever checked our souls

For internal gratification or contentment


We are still starved with so much food

Still naked with the expensive cloths on

As we ignore the dying life beside

And rather choose to move on




Mystical life


sometimes i sitback and think about this mystical life

that how i followed it with my bare foot without understanding

the way i crawled on the terrane made by the circumstances

and how i became subdued and demanding


all phases lived with dignity, poise and dare

with no knowledge of own or derived

but how i shared each situation

with my own soul and tiny, tingling mind


i grabed the hand of the experiences

which thought me more how to survive

survival of the fittest is the theory

and the world's laugh when u cry


I learned from every moment of the time

i took the life as it came on my way

handled the turbulations in front on my own

recalling all the aspects at the end of the day


that's how i educated myself

from the raw realities of the life

without being beside anyone

taking life on my own stride

Wishing

I sit back and think
What all went by
When I was standing beside
All dead and numb

I could see all and everything moving
But could not move ahead
Or wave my hand to stop
The people or things I desired to stay

All passed, been a bygone for me now
And I cherish those smiles & tears
Which I treasure in this heart of mine
Which is locked with the keys unknown

I wish I could have held the time
From moving ahead leaving me behind
I could have stopped the motion of the earth
Rather moved the sun and the skies

somebody inspired me..

Somebody inspired me today to write this..poem below..i hope my inspiration becomes the inspiration of somebody else's creation..
Oops hope i'm not confusing you...
But i do need that creation to put it here on my page for sure and that's a deal...breach of which will be the breach of agreement between inspiration & creation..!!! alright..will wait for it sure..

I stir my soul....

I stir my soul in the cup of life with my emotions
As I always blend my sorrows with fake smiles at times
My eyes layered to cover my heart’s window
As earlier it wasn’t casing much to my solace

Spoon of my thoughts makes the ripples of confusion
The surface disturbed as my mind all the time
But beneath it’s my optimism, hope and faith
Buried deep down and resting in peace

They come up when life hits hard
And at times when my trust spills out of it
To assure me that I’m still alive
And able enough to slow down this motion a bit

Then I hold on to it firmly because it’s mine
And sit back to take a deep sip out of it
Keep it in my mouth for a while to taste
All the flavors it has to offer to satiate my spirit

Refresh myself again to get up
To live and fight back
Breaking my sleep of illusions
To bring me back to reality.

First day of year to work

Hey now i keep talking to myself at times..coz i'm so talkative that i dont wait for people to be around to talk..moreover new city..hardly know anbody and dont have any longings too, to know anyone..just wana be myself and with myself quite happy and content in that..partying since last 3 days..legs are broken now..but had fun..i'm so much in to music and dancing that i dont even care who's there or who's not but bet it..to enjoy dancing you should have a good partner..else i love dancing alone..palnning to join some class to learn salsa...but again same prob...a good partner..hope i'll get one..i don't understand onething in my life..why people want to get in to my life..even though i don't want them to..that bugs me a lot..listening to Nickle Back's "Photograph" jus luv it..all tired and worn out..but not dead yet..this year i'll start a new life altogether..will behave more mature,concentrate more on my work...have gone very good in counselling..so will help out people by moving them towards positiveness..especially my team..
tht's all for now..