Thoughts

Our thoughts meet in our minds
As we have touched each other from far
We don’t say anything to each other
But our lips usually remain ajar

How you hear which I don’t say
As birds chirp with the ray of sunshine
How you know that I need you
As flowerers never ask for bee’s touch divine

I spend whole night with you and imaginations
As stars twinkle with the sky so blue
They vanish as sun rises in east
But I live and die each moment with you

I wait for the sun to come up on my forehead
And shining of rays on my face
The stars in my eyes so bright
When this dream with you get replaced

The ring of the moon in my finger
The round of the sun in my arms
Smell of the earth on my body
And your feel and touch becomes charm

I don’t know when this will come true
But all I know is you
I trust everything you say to me
I loved you, this I already knew

Mai

kuch likhne ka mun sa hua
to pakadh li kalam haath main
soch ki likh daloo zindagi apni in kaagazo pur
jo khaali hai soone hai or safed bhi hai
kyonki sub kehte hai ki main
rung laati hoon apne saath main

rung mujhme hai ya main rango mai
mujhe ye paheli smaujh na aaii
bus samajh aaya to itna hi
ki haan, hur lamha jiya hai maine
apni hi sahar or subah mai, din kaii

Din jo guzar gaye jaise bhaar or puthjhad
sardiyon ki thund si meri aahe
subha ki onse se meri ankhon ki nami
or din ke ujjale si meri hansi

bus itna hi ya kuch aur bhi
pata nahi kaise dhoondh paoongi
mai apne aap ko is bheed mai
ya phir yu hi chalti jaoongi

Dustuk

Dustuk si deti hai khushi mere durwaaze pur
Pur koi nahi hai darwaaze ko kholne wala
Main hoo ek kinaare pe kamre ke
Bhara hai kamra roohon se,pur koi nahi bolne wala

Mai bolti hoon to takrati hai awaaz deewaron se
Laut ke aati hai mujhe baatane ki koi nahi hai
Jo sun sake mujhe or samajh sake mere vajood ko
Aisa koi farishta door door tak nahi hai

Phir sochti hoon ki kya zaroorat hai kisi ki
Uth ke khol denti hoon kiwad yeh
Pur Kushi mujhe se mil kur mayoos na ho
Bus soch kur reh jaati hoon yeh

Mai kush hoon apne aap mai
Koi zarrorat kisiki mehsoos nahi hoti
Pur yeh dustoor hai duniya ka ke
Koi bhi rooh akeli nahi hoti

Pretend

The silence we share at times
Is worth more than the arguments
The smiles that we pass while crossing
Is worth more than the fake laughter’s

I don’t want to loose myself
While loving you endlessly
My individuality does matter
Even if I talk to u carelessly

Don’t take me for granted
That my mute lips can’t speak anyhow
As I know how to contradict
Even f u speak fast when I want to hear it slow

Sometimes we say what we don’t mean
Just to make each other’s happy
This pretentious approach of our thoughts
Make our own souls scrappy

I don’t need that touch if there are no feelings
I don’t want that hunger in your eyes
I don’t want to see you begging for it
I don’t need those heartless hugs and cries

I want u to walk beside me not pushing me from the back
I want your hand in my hand always
Holding me gently when I fall
Not punching of your feeling or thoughts

Love me for only love and nothing else
As your love can surely own me
And I’ll be having no hassles for that
But don’t flatter or try to crown me

I hope you can understand what I say without speaking
Because I move my lips but theirs no one to hear
My eyes saying it all with tears, read them
My soul is always clear and sheer

Linger

Dissatisfaction lingers as the day passes on
And I keep on asking myself what is the reason
No answers coming from within my soul
My mood swings as the days of the season

Wana talk to someone wana blurt it out all
Wana scream and shout and let go off my soul
My thoughts caged inside my mind
All entangled, my emotions feelings it’s hard to unwind

My mind is not at peace along my heart
Trying to find out what’s pulling me apart
I always been a carefree bird in the sky
I laugh or pretend to, but I don’t wana cry

My hands are swinging while I walk
May be to hold on to something
I keep quiet but my imaginations talk
As I want to explore everything

All are around me but I wana be alone
Aloof in my own world and relations
My love is there by my side to keep me at ease
But I’m engrossed with my own creations

I don’t want anything to hold me back
I just wana fly in the clouds away
So blue to make me feel alive
With breeze let my soul and body sway

Your Love....

I was sitting still in the dark holding on to myself
you came and opened the door and I could see the sunshine
I became numb to all the emotions and sensations
you touched me and made me feel it’s divine

Your love and the way you desire
Me and My soul, tightly in your arms
The way you long for a kiss
I shiver I quiver, in my mind with my own qualms

Your existence was the perfect
When I needed it the most
My life was a dessert of pains
With you I found what I’ve lost

You are the oasis to my entangled thoughts
Shore to the waves of my emotions
I promise I will love you more
With all I have, and all the devotions

bus yoon hi..

Hamne likhna shuru kiya jub khayaal aane lage
Yeh nahi ki hum naye naye shaayar hai
Ye shayaarana andaaz to hamesha hi tha
Bus kuch pal pehle hi hue aapke kaayal hai
Likh lete hai dil ka gubbar nikalne ko
Par haan dil hamara succha hai
Yoon hi nahi hamne ikraar israar kiya
Aap pyaar ki gehrayee samajh le to accha hai

zindagi ki taraf...

Jub bhi zindagi ki taraf badhe kadam
To aisa laga ki aanchal thama kisi ne
Kisi ne awaaaz de ke roka, na jaane diya
Hum to chahte the ki badh jaye rah pur
Na mudh ke denkhe kya reh gaya peeche
Pur yeh waqt kumbakht nikal gaya aage
Ruftaar itni tez thi ki
koshish kar ke bhi pakadh na payeek
ek lamha hume laga sanjoya humne
pur yeh dhoka tha hamaari ankhon ka
ki pher jaan na saki duniya ka
hum to hur pul ji rahe the
pur is zindagi ne humko jeene na diya.

Kahan se laoon zindagi dhoond ke

Kahan se laoon zindagi dhoond ke
Mai hur pal jeeti marti hoon
Baat ti hoon main honton pe kushiya
Pur hur pal andarr ghut ti hoon
Zindagi udhti bhi nahi pankh pasar
Ke koi shikwa na rahe
Rehti hai saath satth pur bilkul anjaani si
khojti hoon mai apne aap ko
khud mai,khuda main
honth khulte hai pur ye hansi hai anmani si
hansate hai sub saath jub main hansti hoon
pur koi nahi jaanta kitni khokhli hai hansi
sub ki zindagi main apna sukh jodh do
par ye dard kumbakth choddta hi nahi

Waste

The torn pieces oh my emotions make sound
Inside the bag of my body as I move
My heart carries the leftover of the people I met
Staled, spoiled and stink emerging out of it
My soul kept at the corner drenched in my own tears
All trickling with the dreams I had which got pierced
And pricked by the harshness ,they felt each time they were handled
I forgot to put the sign “Fragile” “Handle with care”
As I thought everything is as good as we feel
But my thoughts are another waste to be dumped
By the corner of the lane my life traveled so far
Could see the debris of my desires it left
My emotions oozing out of me all bruised
Patched here and there with blood stains
It aches a lot because each movement further
Hurts with great impact my legs unable to help
My senses not responding to my needs as all articulations messed up in my brain
My hands motionless not ready to hold any hand
As the assurance they got was never unfeigned
But yes my spirit alive with conviction in god
That he’ll deliver me from all the rot I gathered
Hope is still breathing to get to clean vicinity
Faith is still clinging on with all strength
To overcome all I had, to dump all I collected inside

Story of a princess

I saw her sitting next to her window
Dangling her head out
Looking for somebody far coming
Her eyes were wide spread out

It’s being 2 months from now
I see her their everyday
It’s not that I always look for her
Her window is on my way

She rolls her eyes to both the corners
To take as much as she can in her eyes
Though she looks a bit dull from their
But she sits with whole lot of pride

I met a guy at the corner once
And asked what the story is behind
He wasn’t so sure about the fact
But he made the mystery unwind

He narrated the life of her’s
As some story in the book
I never had any interest
But I found myself hooked

She was the queen of the hearts
Way back in early days
When she moved the lives moved
Many hearts on her way were laid

She had that dignified aura around her
That no man ever tried to come near
Everybody had soft corner but
Nobody tried to do the dare

Then one day this prince arrived
A night in shining armor
He put his heart in front of her
He was a born charmer

She surrendered after lot of struggle
The prince was happy as he never been
The lady got prettier with his love
To get married she was keen

Prince promised to come back early
And she stayed back to wait
But he’s gone never to return
And she though he might get late

She sat there waiting for him to get back
He never arrived in the city again
She kept her hopes high as sky
To see him, but all in vain

Oh that’s so tragic for a human
To loose the love of his life
Nobody can deny the truth
Though it cuts like knife

The other day I saw a gathering
In front of her home
She died waiting their
That window became her dome

Every body wiped this fact as
A sad story with the expected end
Later I heard about the prince, who kept his promise
Though he died in battle settlement

I hope both souls must have met
Up above in the in the sky
She died with lot of hopes
Now and then I see her eyes

Astonished

Astonished and taken aback by your dare
The way you whispered in my ear
That you love me and brushed your lips to mine

My heart skipped a beat
And I uttered no words
My lashes pointing to ground
And a chill went down my spine

I didn’t feel anything my lips numb
I breathed higher as I could not catch it
My body shivered a bit with wind
There was no light but only moonshine

I really don’t know yet, what was the motive?
Of you kissing me that instantaneously
We hardly knew each otherBut wonder every moment came inline

Obscurity

I want to clear away this mist
Which is coming in my eyes
Making my view hazy
I rub and scratch to see fair

I take away all the hair on my forehead
May be they are coming in
Not letting me visualize
My own life set adrift from my being

May be my lashes entangled
Mingled and crossed
Just like my thoughts in my brain
But I’m blinking them frequently

Water comes and makes the kohl
Smudge coloring the sockets dark
And the wrinkled skin beneath
My irritated soul fighting for the vision

Either it’s my sight not helping me out
Or the whole existence is obscure
Like the tainted glasses on our windows
To bury what we do inside our rooms

My First Post

Though i made my first blog page on 28/11/06,but due to some confusion i made this blog again...so this is my first post to this blog..