somebody inspired me..

Somebody inspired me today to write this..poem below..i hope my inspiration becomes the inspiration of somebody else's creation..
Oops hope i'm not confusing you...
But i do need that creation to put it here on my page for sure and that's a deal...breach of which will be the breach of agreement between inspiration & creation..!!! alright..will wait for it sure..

I stir my soul....

I stir my soul in the cup of life with my emotions
As I always blend my sorrows with fake smiles at times
My eyes layered to cover my heart’s window
As earlier it wasn’t casing much to my solace

Spoon of my thoughts makes the ripples of confusion
The surface disturbed as my mind all the time
But beneath it’s my optimism, hope and faith
Buried deep down and resting in peace

They come up when life hits hard
And at times when my trust spills out of it
To assure me that I’m still alive
And able enough to slow down this motion a bit

Then I hold on to it firmly because it’s mine
And sit back to take a deep sip out of it
Keep it in my mouth for a while to taste
All the flavors it has to offer to satiate my spirit

Refresh myself again to get up
To live and fight back
Breaking my sleep of illusions
To bring me back to reality.

First day of year to work

Hey now i keep talking to myself at times..coz i'm so talkative that i dont wait for people to be around to talk..moreover new city..hardly know anbody and dont have any longings too, to know anyone..just wana be myself and with myself quite happy and content in that..partying since last 3 days..legs are broken now..but had fun..i'm so much in to music and dancing that i dont even care who's there or who's not but bet it..to enjoy dancing you should have a good partner..else i love dancing alone..palnning to join some class to learn salsa...but again same prob...a good partner..hope i'll get one..i don't understand onething in my life..why people want to get in to my life..even though i don't want them to..that bugs me a lot..listening to Nickle Back's "Photograph" jus luv it..all tired and worn out..but not dead yet..this year i'll start a new life altogether..will behave more mature,concentrate more on my work...have gone very good in counselling..so will help out people by moving them towards positiveness..especially my team..
tht's all for now..